Before I start, can I just tell you that I love you. I love you SO much. We haven't even formerly met yet, but I love you.
When I heard that God was going to give us a baby, I became a little numb. I think because I was scared mostly. In some ways I still feel like a kid. I can be really silly, and immature sometimes. Would I be able to be a good dad?
But I don't really feel that way anymore. Because, I know that I really love you! I love you SO much! When you come, I know that if I can just show you this love I feel for you, then I know we're going to do amazing!
It's March 9th 2011 at 8:45am. Your on your way to a meeting in Mom's stomach. It'll probably be really boring for you (and for mommy too). You're kicking and moving a lot in Mom's tummy. Mom feels it all the time, but when I'm lucky I get to feel it too! It reminds me that you are really in there and that you are really there! Man, I can't wait to see you.
I always wanted a girl first. I can't wait for us to take little trips together. I'll take you for cupcakes and ice cream, we can go for walks with Molly, and take funny pictures on my computer. I know we are going to be really close. I think you're going to make me laugh a lot, and if I'm lucky I'm hoping you think I'm pretty funny too.
I was really nervous that we couldn't have our own kids. But, God really surprised us with you. I actually don't feel worthy of having something as special as you. But, I am so happy. I am so happy because I know you are going to be so beautiful. You are going to be gorgeous on the outside, but I know that you are going to be absolutely stunning in your heart. I have this feeling that you are really going to care about people. You are going to see the good in them. You're going to help people that need it. I have this feeling that you are really going to love God too. That you are going to see that God is good, when people don't realize it. You are going to be able to see and feel a good God, and dance and sing about it.
I think when people see you they will see something beautiful happening in your heart.
That makes me so excited. That makes me want to be a good Daddy for you.
I think someday we will make each other cry. Someday we might make each other mad. Someday we might be disappointed by some of the choices we make. But, that is ok. You know why? Because I love you. In the end, above all other mistakes, I love you so much. I know that even though we won't be perfect parents, we have so much love for you.
You are a beautiful girl already. You have a Daddy that really really really loves you!
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